The internet is such a great thing! If it weren't for the net, I wouldn't have known that there are other people
out there like me...
I've gotten alot of emails from people asking for details about my life's experiences, so I've decided to write about
them so that I can share with others.
Let me start like this: My name is Gina, and I have a few sexual fetishes that I thought made me weird. Over
the last few years, with the help of the net, I've learned that I'm far from alone. I've emailed alot of people with
similiar fetishes, and have received even more emails from people who don't go into details, but say that they have similiar
feelings too. Now, not too many people have ALL of my fetishes (although a few do) but I'm always amazed when I think
about how many people out there have these closet fetishes. So, before I lose your interest, let me tell you what I'm
into: Basically, most of my sexual desires seem to revolve around some sort of embarrassment or humiliation. I
don't know how else to tie them all up. Some of them seem very different, but I've come to realize that sexual embarrassment
or humiliation seems to be the line that connects the dots. Here are the things that I'm SURE I like:
1) Being seen or 'caught' topless or naked. This includes being seen in skimpy outfits, tiny bathing suits, see-thru
clothes, accidental exposures (looking down my tops or up my skirts), being topless or even totally naked. Yes, you
read all that right. I like being seen in ways that are embarrassing or humiliating. So if that sounds stupid
to you, then you can probably stop reading. Being seen in various stages of undress is a major turn on for me, and it
is often connected to some of the other things I like. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not talking about being naked
in bed with my boyfriend. I mean being seen naked (and all that other stuff) by people that wouldn't normally see me
naked. Basically, imagine being caught in a comprimising position by someone other than your boyfriend. Something
that would make you embarrassed. An example would be losing your top at the beach while people are around. To
most people, that is very embarrassing. That is the type of thing I'm talking about. Oh, and I get embarrassed
too. Even humiliated. But to me, thats also a turn on. For me, the more embarrassing or humiliating the
exposure is, the more turned on I get. Sometimes I'm turned on while its happening, and sometimes I don't get turned
on until after the event is over. But for me (and as I'm learning, alot of you girls out there) being seen in various
stages of undress makes me hot! I also like being photographed naked. It's hot no matter how it is done, but I
especially like other people to be around while my picture is being taken. A total fantasy would be to pose naked for
a photography or art class! That would be almost impossible for even me to do, but I get hot just thinking about it.
I also like being photographed or vidoetaped during sexual acts. It makes me feel so naughty and hot at the same time...
2) Hooking up or having sex in risky places. The more risky, the better. As you can see, this is also
connected to being naked in front of someone, or the risk of being seen by someone while I'm naked. But if I'm actually
caught, its even more humiliating and naughty. Now, its not always easy to get a guy to hook up in public, but its amazing
when it happens. I've found that guys are often uncomfortable with this though. Something that works for me is
getting the guy to mess with me, stripping me down and fingering me, while he stays dressed. This often makes the guy
feel more comfortable, and in some ways it works better for me because I'm the one who likes to be seen. Having someone
walk by while my skirt is up and my top is down while I'm hooking up... Its hard to maintain control. I also like
to pull a guys thingy out and suck him or jerk him off in public. Talk about humiliating...? Being seen on your
knees sucking a guys dick is very embarrassing, but its also a turn on...
3) Being spanked! I don't think I have to explain this one too much. Everyone knows what spanking is! But
for me, I like it best being spanked in a risky place, where someone might see me. Can you see how embarrassing
stuff involving nudity turns me on? I have alot of friends who kinda like getting spanked. I don't think its that
much of a fetish because so many people like it. But for me, I'm more into being spanked when there's a risk of being
seen or caught. Getting spanked at home as foreplay is ok, but not really a big deal to me. The only way I really
like it when in the privacy of my home is if I'm being spanked as punishment. That's kinda hot! Or being photographed
or videotaped while being spanked, that's hot.
And here are some things I like, but not as much as the first three:
4) Talking dirty to me. I don't like to do the dirty talk. I want to be talked dirty TOO. I usually
only like it when it is connected to one of the first three things I like. For instance, when hooking up in risky places,
I like to be called a little slut and stuff like that, because that how I kinda feel. But being called a slut at home,
like in bed, doesn't do anything for me. When I'm being spanked I like to be told that I'm bad, like I'm being spanked
as punishment for being bad. It kinda depends. Sometimes I like to be told I'm bad while being spanked because
I acted like a slut (like in the past or something) or sometimes I just like to be told I'm a 'bad girl.' And then there's
being talked dirty to when I'm wearing tiny outfits or being seen topless or naked. I don't really want to be talked
to dirty so much...its kinda like I just like to be reminded of what I'm doing. If I'm told something like, "you're
skirt keeps riding up and people can see your ass" or "your nipples are completly visible thru that top" or "you're topless
or naked in front of these strangers" or "somone is gonna see you naked!" Those things make me feel more embarrassed,
which turns me on more. Also telling me how naughty I am for doing ANY of the first three things is a turn on!
5) Vibrators! I don't like to use them. I like it when someone uses one on me. I'm not really sure
why. Its almost like I have to surrender to a guy to let him use a vibrator on me. My favorite is to get naked
while the guy is dressed, and feeling vulnerable as he uses a vibrator on me until I cum. Its kinda embarrassing, I
mean, its like he's there for entertainment, watching me have an orgasm. Its hard to explain.
6) Having another girl make my bf cum! I actually love this, but it's hard to do. I'm not really sure why
I like it. I think because its humiliating to know another girl is touching him, or exciting him, and making him cum.
It makes me jealous and hot at the same time. And what I really like is for someone I know to do it. I like it
when other girls like my bf, but I like it even more when a girl I know or have met likes him. It makes me feel like
I've got what they want. And if a girl makes him cum, they get to have alittle of him, but I get to take him back and
keep him!! I think this is because most of my girlfriends are competative bitches. Anyway, this fetish is the
most difficult to enjoy, because its hard to arrange, but I've managed a few occassions...
7) Getting a massage from a professional massuese. Having some strange guy who is dressed touch me all over while
I'm naked under a towel. Sometimes this makes me get real horny. Especially when the guy touches my legs.
Sometimes I like to expose my breasts during the massage. I get horny knowing that I'm naked and he's not, and he gets
to touch me. Even though he is supposed to touch me professionally, it gets me horny. Some massueses will touch
you more than they should, if you give the right signs...
8) Being tied up or blindfolded. I like this at home and in public. I'm not into bondage or pain. Just
tie me up lightly. This works well with being spanked, or 'forced nudity' or 'nudity as punishment.' Tie my hands,
take me outside somewhere, and unbutton my top. Waiting and wondering if someone will walk by and see my boobs thru
my open top while I am helpless... Mmmm.....
OK. So now you know what I am into. If you like what you've read, then keep reading. On the following
pages I'll tell you about a bunch of my experiences and how they made me feel. If you like what you've read, feel free
to email me at:
NakedGirlGina@yahoo.com